Sunday .

In certain circumstances, i feel like sometimes i gotta go out from my 'safe point'. And i did. Not in a bad way though. And i found some excitement again. But some little thing keep disturbing my mind. I don't really know what is that, but i can feel it. It could be a feeling that i should not ever feel or i would regret that later on. I don't know how to convince myself about this feeling. A part of myself tells me to get rid of it while the other don't. This is exactly another randomness of me. Dang !

Anyway, i just moved to new homestay since yesterday. Hope it will be going well :)

pict of the day :p

xoxo

Happy Birthday to ME :)

It's my 18th birthday. Finally i'm being legal :p. Nothing much to say but i'm very thankful to God who's still allowing me to enjoy this life until now. And also to my beloved mom and dad, my bf, my best friends, and all the people who give their greetings to me. I feel so blessed. :). I'm not wishing for the best, but i wish to be better than before. :)

Since i celebrate my birthday in oz, i feel like there's something missing. My loved ones back home are just not here beside me. Anyway, thanks for all the wishes and presents :) Thanks God for everyday and every single time in my life.

xoxo

It's a Year !

Today is officially a year i've been studying in Australia, well not literally "one year" since i went home few times before :p. Anyway, i still remember clearly the first time i came here. Omigod, i felt like i was gonna die, home sick, and i faced the environment that wasn't just like what i expected before. The first few months were the hardest part. But i can make it til now, i graduated from my diploma with well GPA. Then at the moment i gotta study harder for the upcoming university exams. blah. Wish i can do well on my university and graduate on time on July 2012 (okay, this is a must !). One thing i can't get rid of my mind even though i've been here for a year.. home. :)

xoxo

10-10-10

It's october already and it's not so long until my birthday. Somehow, i feel afraid of growing up since grow up means more responsibilities. I feel like i just wanna stay this way forever, when i can still counting on my parents, having fun with my peeps, and doing what i wanna do. Well anyway, life must goes on and i should not walk on the same path anymore, even if i don't want to.

And by the way, these are some pictures of my spring break, which was like more than a week ago.

and some random captures :)

Last but not least, i miss him a lot

xoxo

Holiday with Mom and Dad

Mom and dad are here ! yes in brisbane. yeay ! They come here due to my mid semester holiday, which is only for 10 days. I'm absolutely happy, but i feel guilty and mad at the same time because i still have to do assignments on holiday. Well, it's a group work assignments, and if they were willing to finish it before holiday, surely i can have my super holiday with mom and dad. :( i'm stuck with the assignments because of group work. How pity :( I'm wondering, if they want to do assignments on holiday, so do it themselves ! they should consider about others who have another plans. I don't know why they really like to leave everything behind until few days away from due date. I hate that. Especially, if our partner don't wanna corporate in the group work. Ke laut aja deh sana ! *can't help to speak indonesian if i'm mad. Sorry for another rambling. I just feel a bit tired with these hectic things.

xoxo

Day & Night

It's sunday. And i spend my weekend staying in my homestay. Why ? because of those assignments that killing me (not) softly. I'll have a week holiday next week and my parents are coming ! yeay. but i still have those assignments that should be finished just after the holiday. It means, i still have to do those shitty stuffs on holiday and i can't enjoy the quality time with my mom and dad. I'm exhausted. :( I need my free time. I mean, FREE time without any homeworks to do.

:(

Dawn Post

Actually, i'm currently in webcam with my bf. He's having supper right now so i gotta wait ;). Well, i've been to Riverfest with some peeps on saturday evening. That place was effing crowded. Even we were barely walked there. However, the fireworks was nice and worth enough to wait for. Too bad i was standing a bit far from the fireworks, and those trees blocked me to see it clearly.

Before that, i watched Beauty and The Beast 3D on cinema. It was like, i was back in my childhood memories, when i was still imagined about prince and princess. haha. How i miss it. When the hardest choices was still "which doll i would buy ?". :)

Anyway, welcoming Spring season ! wohoo. No more freezing days. No more thick jackets. Hello shorts. Hello t-shirts. Hello flip-flops ! :D

xoxo