In this 17 years, i am living in you. You have given me such experiences how to deal with you. Sometimes, i think i just cannot take it anymore because you are just too hard to face. And again, you teach me how to solve it. Some have done, but some still left behind. Behind my consciousness. I should have known before that things which have not done yet will pressure me in some times ahead and when that times come, it will be too late to be solved. Even you have taught me how to solve those things, i am as a human, there are somethings that i just cannot deal with. I am probably too coward, too scare. And when you remind me about those things again, i cannot do anything. I am surrendered. Yes, for sometimes you are really hard to face. I do not mean to run away but i really do not want to remember. But life, i really hate when it comes with sudden and it disturbs me. I have tried to disguise what i feel, but now i am tired. Please just let me forget about those things. Last but not least, thank you. You tell me the happiness and sorrow that i will face in you. And i am surely will be more prepared if i must deal with the harder you.
Yes. You can see on my last blog that i've been to Makanan Indonesia restaurant before. Last year to be precise. It's located in West End near the city. And i went there with one of my korean friend who was really craving for indonesian food. HAHA
Well, it was hard to reach the restaurant. We just know the address but we didn't know where to get off from the bus. Because the last time i went there was by my friend's car. As a result we decided to walk to find the place, and yeah, we lost. We were back and forth to the same street. How stupid. haha. We didn't give up, even though we saw a delicious pizza bar on the street. :p. So then, we reached there with safe and sound but sweat.
She ordered mie goreng ayam and es kelapa muda. Fyi, she really likes the word ayam so that she wanted to order anything which there is ayam. yeah, weird reason. i know.
And i ordered kwetiau ayam (no, not because i'm crazy about ayam too !!).
I watched Date Night this noon. I went there after finishing my statistics exam. The exam was a bit confusing, though. Anyhow, i was simply going there to refresh my mind. The movie was funny and very entertaining. You should watch it ! :). Then, i'm gonna lock myself up in my room to do the essay tomorrow, which is on sunday, i repeat, on SUNDAY !
Hey, it's May already. The fifth month of the year. I guess time flies so fast lately. It's like i just woke up in the morning, then suddenly i have to go to bed again. Even sometimes i don't feel like sleeping at the night, and it makes me restless.
And one thing, this month is gonna be a busy month, such as due date of all of the essays and i have to do the University thingy for July. Yes, i'm gonna do my second year in Uni on July as i'll be graduated from Diploma on June ! wohooo :D
I start this May by watching Date Night, not a bad start isn't it ? :p well, hope everything is going well this month.
*see something different on my post ? yeah colorful. haha No purpose actually.